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Azie. 1999. BAP. Winner.
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turning point
Turning point. Senang cakap, a time where you think you made a very big decision to be a better person than before.
Maybe, maybe I'm just 15. Mungkin orang cakap, kau masih kecik, tak matang lagi. Belum paham apa tu turning point of your life.
Jujur aku cakap, dulu aku bodoh.
Nak mengajar aku tak reti, nak belajar aku pemalas, nak bercakap memang susah. Aku anti sosial, pemalas, bodoh dan teruk.
Sampai satu hari masa darjah 6 ni, ada cikgu marah aku.
"Awak nak jadi apa ni, kerja rumah tak siap, saya suruh buat kat buku lain awak buat kat buku lain, kerja rumah awal tahun pun tak siap lagi, awak ni nak berjaya ke tak? ke awak nak jadi macam ni sampai bila-bila."
Malu.
Masa tu hanya mampu nak tersengih depan cikgu and kawan. Tak mampu nak cakap apa-apa sebab aku tahu tu salah aku. Sapa suruh malas. Orang suruh tanya kau buat tak tahu.
Time tu aku ingat lagi, malam tu aku buat kerja rumah aku semua aku siapkan. Sampai pukul 12 aku ingat, tangan aku melecet nak siapkan. Bayangkan jelah berapa banyak aku nak kena siapkan.
Dulu tak pernah dapat nombor atas atas. Rasa kecik je dulu, kawan kawan dulu ada je yang dapat perfect score lah, A lah. Ada yang dapat A pun masih tak puas hati. Meanwhile aku masa tu renyuk kertas masuk bawak meja. Sedih nak tengok result sendiri.
Masa dapat result UPSR, gelak gelak jugaklah. Macam mana orang bodoh macam aku ni boleh dapat 5A. Rendah sangat ke gred yang kerajaan turunkan atau sebenarnya aku memang dah buat sehabis baik?
Masa Form 1, baru baru masuk orang lain semua cam pandang tinggi kat aku. Yelah sekolah TMS, kluster tuu. Orang kata. Aku masuk TIGS jadik penolong masa tu. Semua orang start tanya aku macam macam. Ajar aku ni ajar aku tu.
Aku terfikir jugak, kenapa korang tanya benda ni semua kat budak bodoh macam aku ni, tanyalah cikgu. Aku pelik.
Cikgu yang paling banyak motivate aku dari darjah 6 lepastu form 1, form 2 aku grateful dapat cikgu macam tu. Cikgu English yang tahu aku ni lemah memang tahap sedih tapi masa periksa dapat A.
"Azmina, takpe, nanti boleh dapat A punya. Awak kan pandai." "It's okay, you can try harder. Sikit je lagi." "You are doing good Azmina."
Sumpah aku cakap, cikgu BI aku banyak bagi moral support suruh aku rajin belajar. Hasilnya dapat aku yang sekarang ni. Cikgu yang tak kisah aku dapat gred apa dalam periksa tapi dah cukup syukur tengok aku boleh communicate dengan orang sekeliling walaupun aku tak boleh speak fluently.
Dari aku tergagap gagap nak baca sampai sekarang aku boleh buat fanfic kasik orang baca siap tolong editkan fanfic orang lagi.
Aku sayang cikgu aku. Dari dulu aku nak cakap tu, tapi aku malu.
Tapi betul, aku sayang cikgu aku. Dari aku yang budak tak matang tak dapat fikir mana baik mana buruk, diorang asuh aku macam anak sendiri sampai aku jadik budak yang sekarang mana-mana cikgu pun nak letak banyak harapan kat aku.
Turning point of my life : Pn Zainess tegur salah aku, keep motivating me, feeling grateful for whatever my achievement is. Pn Mellanie puji aku tiap hari. Doing good day by day. Pn Elizabeth sayang aku macam anak sendiri. Letak full hope kat aku, trust aku boleh bimbing kawan-kawan lain.
turning point
Turning point. Senang cakap, a time where you think you made a very big decision to be a better person than before.
Maybe, maybe I'm just 15. Mungkin orang cakap, kau masih kecik, tak matang lagi. Belum paham apa tu turning point of your life.
Jujur aku cakap, dulu aku bodoh.
Nak mengajar aku tak reti, nak belajar aku pemalas, nak bercakap memang susah. Aku anti sosial, pemalas, bodoh dan teruk.
Sampai satu hari masa darjah 6 ni, ada cikgu marah aku.
"Awak nak jadi apa ni, kerja rumah tak siap, saya suruh buat kat buku lain awak buat kat buku lain, kerja rumah awal tahun pun tak siap lagi, awak ni nak berjaya ke tak? ke awak nak jadi macam ni sampai bila-bila."
Malu.
Masa tu hanya mampu nak tersengih depan cikgu and kawan. Tak mampu nak cakap apa-apa sebab aku tahu tu salah aku. Sapa suruh malas. Orang suruh tanya kau buat tak tahu.
Time tu aku ingat lagi, malam tu aku buat kerja rumah aku semua aku siapkan. Sampai pukul 12 aku ingat, tangan aku melecet nak siapkan. Bayangkan jelah berapa banyak aku nak kena siapkan.
Dulu tak pernah dapat nombor atas atas. Rasa kecik je dulu, kawan kawan dulu ada je yang dapat perfect score lah, A lah. Ada yang dapat A pun masih tak puas hati. Meanwhile aku masa tu renyuk kertas masuk bawak meja. Sedih nak tengok result sendiri.
Masa dapat result UPSR, gelak gelak jugaklah. Macam mana orang bodoh macam aku ni boleh dapat 5A. Rendah sangat ke gred yang kerajaan turunkan atau sebenarnya aku memang dah buat sehabis baik?
Masa Form 1, baru baru masuk orang lain semua cam pandang tinggi kat aku. Yelah sekolah TMS, kluster tuu. Orang kata. Aku masuk TIGS jadik penolong masa tu. Semua orang start tanya aku macam macam. Ajar aku ni ajar aku tu.
Aku terfikir jugak, kenapa korang tanya benda ni semua kat budak bodoh macam aku ni, tanyalah cikgu. Aku pelik.
Cikgu yang paling banyak motivate aku dari darjah 6 lepastu form 1, form 2 aku grateful dapat cikgu macam tu. Cikgu English yang tahu aku ni lemah memang tahap sedih tapi masa periksa dapat A.
"Azmina, takpe, nanti boleh dapat A punya. Awak kan pandai." "It's okay, you can try harder. Sikit je lagi." "You are doing good Azmina."
Sumpah aku cakap, cikgu BI aku banyak bagi moral support suruh aku rajin belajar. Hasilnya dapat aku yang sekarang ni. Cikgu yang tak kisah aku dapat gred apa dalam periksa tapi dah cukup syukur tengok aku boleh communicate dengan orang sekeliling walaupun aku tak boleh speak fluently.
Dari aku tergagap gagap nak baca sampai sekarang aku boleh buat fanfic kasik orang baca siap tolong editkan fanfic orang lagi.
Aku sayang cikgu aku. Dari dulu aku nak cakap tu, tapi aku malu.
Tapi betul, aku sayang cikgu aku. Dari aku yang budak tak matang tak dapat fikir mana baik mana buruk, diorang asuh aku macam anak sendiri sampai aku jadik budak yang sekarang mana-mana cikgu pun nak letak banyak harapan kat aku.
Turning point of my life : Pn Zainess tegur salah aku, keep motivating me, feeling grateful for whatever my achievement is. Pn Mellanie puji aku tiap hari. Doing good day by day. Pn Elizabeth sayang aku macam anak sendiri. Letak full hope kat aku, trust aku boleh bimbing kawan-kawan lain.
I am who I am.
Who You
. Azie
. 1999
. November
Loves & Likes
B.A.P
Winner
Hates & Dislikes
Hypocrites
Liar
Motivation
Don't care what people say man~
The Greatest Pleasure In Life Is Doing What People Say You Cannot Do - Yongguk
Seize The Day - Yongguk
Follow Your Dreams - Daehyun
Belive In Yourself - Himchan
Don't Stop Smiling - Jongup
Never Give Up - Zelo
Keep Your Head Up - Youngjae
Being Different Makes You Stronger - Wawa
Do What You Like. Love What You Do. -Yongguk
You lose yourself trying to hold on to someone that doesn't care about losing yourself. - Tablo
In the End, we will remember not the words of our enemies, but the silence of our friends. - Martin Luther
Love what you do, not the love you get for doing it. - Tablo
If it's a good song, it doesn't really matter if it's trendy or not. It will hit. - Tablo
What is nothing to you, can be love to me. - Tablo
Tears are words the heart can't say - Anonymous
The more crap you go through, the more you kind of want to be alone - Anonymous
People do not die from suicide; they die from sadness - Anonymous
Success consists of going from failure to failure without loss of enthusiasm. - Winston Churchill
Believe that life is worth living and your belief will help create the fact. - William James.
Life is what happens while you are busy making other plans. - John Lennon
In order to carry a positive action we must develop here a positive vision. - Dalai Lama
It is during our darkest moments that we must focus to see the light. - Aristotle Onassis.
Don't judge each day by the harvest reap but by the seeds that you plant. - Robert Louis Stevenson
God always gives His best to those who leave the choice with him. - Jim Elliot
Be miserable. Or motivate yourself. Whatever has to be done, it's always your choice. - Wayne Dyer
By failing to prepare, you are preparing to fail. - Benjamin Franklin
Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength, while loving someone deeply gives you courage. -Lao Tzu
Don't cry because it's over. Smile because it happened. - Dr. Seuss
Let us always meet each other with smile, for the smile is the beginning of love. - Mother Teresa
A kiss is a lovely trick designed by nature to stop speech when words become superfluous. - Ingrid Bergman
A smile is a curve that sets everything straight. - Phyllis Diller
If you smile when no one else is around, you really mean it. - Andy Rooney
A leader is one who knows the way, goes the way, and shows the way. - John C. Maxwell
The roots of education are bitter, but the fruit is sweet. - Aristotle
Silence is a source of great strength. - Lao Tzu
Anticipate the difficult by managing the easy. - Lao Tzu
Mastering others is strength. Mastering yourself is true power. - Lao Tzu
He who knows, does not speak. He who speaks, does not know. - Lao Tzu
A leader is best when people barely know he exists, when his work is done, his aim fulfilled, they will say: we did it ourselves. - Lao Tzu
Immature love says: 'I love you because I need you.' Mature love says 'I need you because I love you.' - Erich Fromm
People ask the difference between a leader and a boss. The leader leads, and the boss drives. - Theodore Roosevelt
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B.A.P - One Shot : Shake your head and say no to being a slave to laziness
All those who don’t try, wake up right now
You want a high position by just sitting in your room?
This isn’t a game – why can’t you separate it from reality?
Oh yeah, go around a track
Time keeps turning and turning, so far away
Only those who are ready can really talk
Staying in the same place will only make your regret when you close your eyes whoa
One shot!
Are you going to be a victim? Are you going to get lost, looking for an easy way out?
Only one shot!
Turn your face to the rough world and clash and fight
Even if the high walls try to block you
Jump over it all, even if you fall every time
Everybody already know?
Hey shout your voice to the world?
B.A.P - Badman : Yeah guys, who dares to stop us?
The air in this city is so suffocating
You’ve been wrong since the beginning, come here, I’m serious
I won’t stop till I cut off all the dirty leaves
I won’t yield
You will shed the same tears, you got that?
B.A.P - No Mercy : Dudes, that’s just not it
Is music a joke? It’s not for us
Because you’re like that, I’m like this – if you weren’t like that, would I be like this?
Just stop and quit it – just go away over there
Goodness, their attitudes are really not cool
Oh my, hyungnims^, look at them – that’s just really not it
Isn’t ignoring and badmouthing bad guys what a real man does?
Rapping like this – isn’t that the good stuff?
I will break apart the paradigm trapped in a border – we so fly
I won’t follow you like a fool
Don’t compare yourself, who is like a parrot, to me
Yo, want me to kick your butt? Let me work out
All you fakes, go away – we are worldwide
B.A.P - Bow Wow : Long hair rather than short
Small basketball shoes rather than heels
Even without makeup, a girl who overflows with confidence
When I see a girl like that, without knowing, my eye goes to her
Rather than a voluptuous body, I like a girl whose fit naturally comes to life
I’m not looking for a fight but whenever I see a girl like that
Without knowing, I just go bow wow wow wow
No matter how hard I try, sometimes ooh ooh
I keep seeing other girls, pretty girls
Honestly, all guys are the same
It’s alright
B.A.P - Excuse Me :
Only your mouth is alive as you say “I’m ill”
Our size is different, you think you’re something because you debuted?
You put in your insoles and challenge me but you can’t even reach my height
I wash my eyes and look but still can’t see you
I’m already up higher than you
Everyone walking on this oath
I’ll ask you to wind up and move out the way
I believe in myself, I stand out
Take it to the top
Get out of my way, I don’t like you, all of you
I’m different from you all, it’s my music, my music
Look carefully, let me show you
Excuse Me
All of you who are chattering without rest, choose me
What You Talk About Me
For all the talkative kids, I turn off the mic
Put down the fake certificate
Your music is an error of kpop
I can’t do your fox-like acts even if I learned, it’s pathetic and pitiful
It awakens my instincts
We’re different, you’re too late, you loser
Look carefully, let me show you
Excuse Me, to you, music is all business
I’m sorry but the gap is too big, I know, disrespect
I throw up my hands in sudden dear to your showing off
No matter what you say, I say what I want
Pointless shouts, you filled up your limit that you hoped for
No one listens anymore
It’s a match against different weights, you and I are a natural mismatch
If You Can, Watch Your Back
From your roots, you’re copycat boys
B.A.P - Angel : The reason I live is you
I don’t think I can see you anymore, I think I’m really dying
The person to love me is you
Shine on me in the darkness
It’s like I’m so out of it
I’m so blank every day
After you left, I’ve become ruined
Come back to me, I only had you
Hurry and save me
Stop, please don’t go far from me (don’t leave)
Never let you go
I want to find you
Where, where, where am I going?
To the place where you are
A better day, a better day, a better day
You’re like an angel
The reason I live is you
I don’t think I can see you anymore, I think I’m really dying
The person to love me is you
Shine on me in the darkness
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