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Crying
Tuesday 25 March 2014 | 0 comments
'Crying'.

Yeah, bukan apalah. Mungkin not the right time but perasaan ni bercampur aduk.

This morning, I went to a morning jog. Like usual, it's nice. Aman je. I enjoy the wind blowing 'sepoi sepoi' je. While memerhati betapa hebatnya kuasa Tuhan ni. Mengucap panjang.

Enjoying the nature, cuba cakap siapa je yang try to enjoy the nature. Enjoying every little thing that happened. Instead of lari from a dog, how about thinking the reason kenapa Allah haramkan kita sentuh anjing? Sambil cakap dengan diri sendiri, terasa diri ni diberi perhatian :3

Balik dari morning jog pukul 8, online Twitter. Mengucap lagi bila dengar berita tentang MH370. Terasa sedih sangat. Memang, takde kaitan pun, memang takde family kat dalam tu. Tapi, sedih. Bukan dari Malaysia je. From other country pun ada. Please keep strong to all families yang terlibat :'( Terusik sikit hati. I thought it's biasa. Rasa sedih mesti ada kan...

After that, gelak ketawa dengan siblings. Weird. Baru seconds ago I was crying but here i am all laughing. Perasaan ni berkecamuk. Tak faham dengan diri sendiri.

Terbaca a one shot about 'wanting to die, but don't know the easiest way'. sejenak terfikir, everyone can relate rasanya. mesti ada apa apa benda yang buat kita rasa nak bunuh diri. but mungkin kita still rational to think what's good and what's bad. if not dah lama bunuh diri.

After that goes all laughing the whole evening. Watching some shows, tergelak habis. singing all songs that i know. but then just a while ago, i was crying. for no reason at all.

Weird. Why am i crying. Sampai tukar twithandle and all.

Baru sedar... Dah hujung bulan.

The time is coming.

Menangis 2 times, ketawa tak terkira. But why.

I need my morning jog. But now it's 10.35 pm.

I just want to run and goes all crazy.

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